seriously.
i just have to get this question OFF MY MIND.

SEKALI?

SCULLY?

SCARLY?

someone tell me what's the correct spelling of that word.

OMG WHAT SORT OF BAD FAN AM I?!
I"VE BEEN WAITING ONE WHOLE YEAR FOR TODAY AND YET I ALMOST FORGOT.

okay. i finally came back to pay livejournal a visit. i was half afraid i didn't have anything to post about. but NAH. that's not happening. O:

i'm currently waiting for Liar Game Season 2 to come out. it airs in japan tmr night, 9pm! OMG, makes me want to fly back just to catch it! T^T (Speaking of which, i have to be absolutely selfish and say that despite having concert next year i am REALLY going back to japan next year! i haven't been there since 2005 D: give me a break please!) And the movie is coming out next year! please someone tell me you wanna catch it with me! >3<

anyway, watching you're beautiful too. but sad stuff like that always make me feel funny and broken hearted inside that i don't really like. but it's a nice show anyway and must i say she's so young and pretty! i would die to be her! (okay maybe not. \:)

speaking of which, i've been listening to 語り継ぐことwhich is one of the ending for Blood+. seriously it's such a sad song that i can't help feeling so sad so sad so sad. D: Plus the anime just makes me even sadder. Everyone should watch it, yes really, even if it's 50 episodes long. (shameless advertising here)

and why do i keep listening to sad songs? i have no idea. maybe i want to feel sad? Anyway, it's not very good for me to have so many things on my mind. i need to step back. slow motion slow motion.

i wonder if anyone can see all the songs i put inside this post. HAHAHA. (i'll tell you if you ask me ^u^)

"you got my crying like a child"

merry christmas mr lawrence - sakamoto ryuichi


asian dream song- joe hisaishi

i would add so many vids if i could but please listen to these two, really really.

OH. just another manic monday, i wish it was sunday~ (yesh it was from a song, Manic Monday by Bangles. okay right now you'll be like "Who on earth are the Bangles?!" and guess what i have ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA AT ALL)

Okay, i don't exactly have a writer's block but i just wanted to answer this.

i guess it really depends. some days i wish i could just go to school and see my friends and talk to them about a lot of stuff like the dramas i've watched or simply cause i have something i'm dying to show them or pass a letter to them.

And then there are the homework and the lessons that just never seem to end and the long days that make me wish i could just go home.

then comes the weekend. I LOVE WEEKENDS. i usually just laze my weekends and often can't help but feeling sad on sunday nights thinking i have to endure another long week of school before i can finally rest for a while. 

i guess i'd rather a slow paced weekend. really. but school's fine too. but let's face it, no matter how much one hates home it's WAY better than school. but it's a different story if we're talking about cca. ^o^

the countdown to eoys has already started...
i guess this means livejournal will be missing me for quite some time?
msn too...
OH WELL.

youtube won't... i need my music source. ^O^ (just have to stop myself from watching videos... \: )

if anyone needs me to remind them to study, I AM ALWAYS READY! ;D
(it helps me to remember that i need to study too)

let's all do our best cause afterall we studied so hard for a year just to get good marks for eoy right?
yes. so we'll all work hard. WHOO!

oh right.
P.S. if anyone wants to study, KINDLY APPROACH ME. i need some company to study together with too! ;D






(MUAHAHAHA. receiving C&C SOON! >D => envy me)

no hesitation.

that's right.

i must learn to do things with no hesitation.

not at all.

the answer was exactly what i wanted to write about.

worrisome indeed.

i don't really want to dwell on it and stuff.  but i really have to buck up.
so much so much so much.
my biggest worry right now.
it's whether i can even do things right. whether i don't screw up, don't ever screw up. and start keeping a notebook.
yes, i forget things so easily, it's really annoying me. i'm so irresponsible when i'm forgetful.

i'm worried whether everything will be fine.
i'm worried over everything.
i'm worried that i'll lose everything.
i'm worried whether i can do everything that i want to.

i know i'll pull through somehow.
yes i believe it.
belief.
so give me strength.
please.

OMG, i've been dreaming of having a time capsule for AGES.
At 15, what sort of memories have i had until now? And what sort of memories would i want to remember when i'm 65?

If i were to make a time capsule this year, i would put in a piece of paper with all sorts of emotions and doodlings on it. (i like to doodle. O: )
Just as a symbol i guess.
To symbolise all the things i've gone through and how i've still managed to stay alive and to love, definitely.
Love eternally. ;D

Who knows what i'll remember when i see it again in 50 years' time?
No one knows, and that's why life is full of mysteries. ;D

We live to love and love to live. ;D (At least that's for me. ^O^ )



-Please forgive me for this weird post, seriously, i've been reading too much. too much. ^O^

i don't know why but i suddenly felt the urge to be thankful.
I am so thankful for so many, so many, so many things in life.
And i am happy! (apart from stressed, but that's a totally different story! HAHAHA)

i shall work hard, i really shall.
And if i don't, i only have myself to blame for being some lazy thing wasting away. HAHAHA.

I really hope everything will be fine.
I feel very suffocated and i have no idea why. D:
it feels like the whole world's pressing down on me, but i'm sure it really is only as big or as heavy as a pebble!
Really.

Maybe i shouldn't worry too much.

I shall remain hopeful and happy.
For tomorrow! ^O^

there are many things that make me nervous. uneasy. things that make me sweat cold sweat, cry, heart thump faster. i could make a never-ending list right now.

( long list! )

okay, so there's my long list of things that make me nervous. and thsoe thigns make me scared too. but that's the way it is. we're all scared of something. but it's okay. it's me. ^^

Surprisingly, today i finally realised, how happy one feels when a passer-by accepts a flier!

PLEASE ACCEPT FLIERS NEXT TIME, you will feel happy by helping the flier-giver and they will repay you with thanks! ^^

it's okay! though big things cannot be covered up because we might end up hurting the person even more. but...

don't we all make up little white lies every now and then to protect our friends/ those we care for?
that's the sweetest thought! <3

WATCHED ICE AGE III 3D! (Felt super futuristic and the 3D glasses were totally WAYYY INTO THE FUTURE kind of feeling.)
Though i do hope that next time some people can come and join us! ;D Then it'll be total retarded fun! ^^

Found out something(s) amusing.

1. Jaejin professes that he wants a Singapore girlfriend! (Is this fanservice? Let's hope not yeah. ^^ )

2. Misunderstandings can be so amusing! >O< (You will NEVER understand if you don't know)

I'm hoping to get more MINHWAN dosage! <3 (and of course, more sleep!)


<don't we like guys in SPECSSS!>
thanks to shasha-dbskforever.blogspot.com!

You might call me crazy. But despite all the mosquitoes that might invade, the unbearable heat and the lack of sunshine...Photo thanks to: Jani Patokallio
THIS IS GORGEOUS AND YES, I WANT TO LIVE IN A SHOPHOUSE. <3

I have just learnt how important milk is. People in Venezuela QUEUE UP for powder milk and they don't even have liquid milk for more than 4 months! Imagine that... D:

SO SUPER WISH I CAN GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! T^T
(At this moment of time, you will flash a ticket right in front of my face and i will love you forever)







BEWARE. WE STALK.

Term 2 has reached a closure and i can't say that i'm entirely satisfied with my results, but no complaints yeah.
We've worked hard. ^o^
(HAHAHA, seriously why am i even talking about this?)
Anyway, what i REALLY want to say is,

HOLIDAY'S HERE!!!!!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!

Meanwhile for Yunge, you have to go to school for a few more weeks before you get to holiday! (MUAHAHAHA, evil laughter)
It's sabbaticals next week and tania and i got into SIMPLY ORGANIC (we're cooking 3 dishes a day! OMGGGGGG)
i'll try to get pics for you okay and make you drool in front of the computer. HAHAHA.

TO ALL THOSE OUT THERE! PLEASE PLEASE READ NYCO BLOG AND TELL ME YOU ARE GOING FOR THE CONCERT! ^o^
ESP XIANYUE PEOPLE! I WANT TO SEE YOU! -STARES-

School is still the same and BLAH BLAH.
But really looking forward to sabbats. SHOULD BE QUITE FUN. \(^o^)/
Can get to hear about other people's stories on their sabbats.

BTW, i am addicted to F.T. island's songs!~~~~~~
IF YOU HAVE NOT HEARD, YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU ARE MISSING OUT ON. SERIOUSLY.
AND THEIR MVS ARE DAMN COOL. :D
I THANK THE PEOPLE WHO INTRODUCED ME TO F.T. !
(^u^)

Moonlight Angel (tell me where you can get the lyrics for this!)

Bad Woman

Friendship





CONGRATS MEE AND SHANNON AND JOLENE AND JUSTINA FOR YOUR CHEMECAR!
SMARTIEPANTS! :D

the last block test of the term is finally over!
What is left is the "wonderful" RESULTS.
but even so, we relax.

cause we've studied hard. so now we shall PLAY HARD.
And any teacher seeing this might shake her head either in a sigh or a smile, but i said it.

WE SHALL PLAY HARD.






(BLAH is the word BLAH BLAH you! )




~Because the world is our playground!~

FRIDAY WAS SO FUN!
Yes, indeed. \(^o^)/ (cute emoticon right? it even has HANDS! ^u^)

Yunge and jeslyn and i went to SLICE and ate and ate and ate. OH!
Before that we ate DIMSUM! ^o^
SO NICE! (OMG, that's why i'm becoming fatter O:)
And it was totally fun and we went to watch 17 again. ^u^
(It was nice and the girl was so pretty - the girl, the mother. she's at some age but she's really pretty)

After we watched the movie, we walked out and we found out the floor was so sticky...
AND GUESS WHAT
We sat on that exact floor after we were so tired from walking (Plaza Sing to wherever that place is O: )
Cause we were rushing for a movie which was unfortunately sold out when we reached. (T^T)
ANYWAY. I SHALL NOT MENTION THE NEXT PART WHICH I WANTED TO SAY. CAUSE WE ALL KNOW WHAT IT IS.
=3=

So after such a day (we walked around a lot, here there everywhere) and stuff, we went home for dinner.

AHHHHH, another memorable day. \(^o^)/
YESH, a lot of laughs. a lot a lot a lot a lot of LAUGHS.
MUAHAHAHAH.

WE SHALL DEFINITELY DO THIS AGAIN SOME DAY SOON! ^u^





~we laugh and we have FUN!~